Monday, December 05, 2005

Waiting and visitors

Well, every time I ring the ICU it's the same thing: no change. So now it's just a waititng game.

Hopefully they will re-evaluate Dad for the thoracic epidural on Tuesday (or thereabouts). Heck, they might suddenly decide to try a breathing test. We can only hope. Until then we wait.

I'll be going back up tomorrow bright and early, so I'll have more info tomorrow evening.

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Kimberly's memorial service was yesterday. I hope that there was a standing-room-only crowd. I suspect there was.

I'm sorry that I was unable to attend but I hope I'm doing my part to honour her by taking care of her stuff, her husband, and her animals to the best of my ability.

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The nurse yesterday told me that Dad was more alert - which makes me very happy and hopeful - and I warned her that there might be a few more visitors because of the memorial and folks being 'in town'.

Well, apparently, a visitor told her that: "Jerre wouldn't want people to see him like this", or something of the sort (that's how she phrased it to me) and it concerned her so much that she rang me. I was taken aback to put it politely. The implication from this person was that only people on the 'short list' (family, such as it is, and very close friends - about 5 couples) should be allowed in.

Number one: I have known Jerre Hill for 42 years. I'm not just his only child, I'm a daddy's girl. I was standing in a garage handing him tools before I could see over a fender. He's my best friend and confidant. I'm making every decision based on what I think he would want, not my own feelings or some passing whim. If anyone has any opinions on a decision they are welcomed to voice them (hey, I need all the advice I can get) TO ME. That would be, again, ME, not the hospital staff, not each other, not the pet-sitter, not the insurance people.

Number two: I disagree vehemently. As long as my father is composed and resting I see NO reason why he can't have visitors. I think it does him loads of good to hear familiar voices and see the faces of friends. Even if he won't remember a person in the morning, I still think that it is soothing for his brain to look at and hear people he knows and loves.

How would you like to be sedated and strapped to a bed, confused and unable to speak, and only see an endless succession of strange nurses and doctors and only hear the hum of machinery and unfamiliar voices? That sounds like a nightmare to me.

Number three: Dad is special to a LOT of people. Not just the short-listers. He has friends and collegues, ex-students and current students, fellow cyclists and racing enthusiasts who want to visit him. If It will not hurt him (indeed, in my opinion above, help him) then why should they be barred?

I am very grateful for the visitors. I just cannot be up there all the time. I can only go every other day and have a tiny window of time to be there. Everybody else on the short list works full-time and/or lives a long way away. They're coming as often as they can but also can't be there all the time. I'm glad other folks are filling in the gaps.

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posted by MrsEvilGenius @ 6:14 am   5 comments

5 Comments:

At 11:58 am, Blogger Speckledpup said...

sounds to me like just that one person shouldn't be allowed in.
If she thinks Jere wouldn't want to be seen like that...probably wouldn't want to be seen by her.

Don't lose heart. You're doing great. It's a difficult time and people are stupid...really most people are stupid.

 
At 12:32 pm, Blogger Tilly Cat & Pip-Squeak said...

Gah. I think sometimes people just say things to hear themselves talk... I'm glad to read what the nurse said... Hopefully he'll get better soon. And re your previous posts, I think he's lucky to have you to try and sort things out for him while he can't. I know that's what I'd want, at least... Good luck to both of you, and I think you're doing great...

A.

PS: Your dad sounds like a great person, (admittedly through your own, biased words, but still) I hope he gets better soon...

 
At 2:56 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Blue...glad to read things are starting to look up for you and your father. I am sorry that some people want to say rude things about visitors. Only YOU know what he wants. You are a strong woman. Keep it up!
Misty--Logan's Mommy/Ezboard Coffeehouse

 
At 4:08 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey Blue,
Glad to hear things are getting a bit better with your dad.
How are YOU? I hope you are resting somewhat and feeling okay.
Sorry to hear that others are trying to "take over." I guess when crises happen, some people step in and try to control things that they need not be. Kinda like those Know-it-all-busy bodies who need to worry about themselves! :)
Thinking of you!!
amy

 
At 8:20 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Blue, don't know if anyone has mentioned this or not so here it goes. I do this will all but one of my bills and it's so easy. Find the bills that offer online payments. As long as you know your dad's SS# and birthdate, this should be simple. You will have to setup an account, password, etc., BUT - this will enable to you to pay his bills online and keep things current. The cable, power, phone, Visa, Mastercard, cell, house payments should all offer this service. Just go to thier respective websites and check it out. That way, NO ONE knows it's you paying the bills with your dad's credit card...some will even let your set up payments with checks - if you have his check book with routing numbers and accounts it should be no problem. Don't sign up for the "automatic" payment that gets deducted regardless, but always chose the "one-time only" payment option. That keeps you in control of when you pay the bill. That eliminates talking to people about his bills. You will be in control until your dad is able to take over. If he doesn't like that setup after he gets better, it's quite easy to cancel out of the program. I don't know if he has any direct deposits or not so I'm assuming any bills that are to be paid you will have to keep detailed neat-as-a-pin records so you don't run out of money (if there are no automatic deposits coming in). I wouldn't worry about medicals bills or incidentals (newspaper, trash pickup, etc.) right now. In regard to driving your dad's car, as long as his insurance, tags, registration are current, you should have no trouble there either. SHould you get stopped, your situation is very easily checked out and verified. I hope this helps and I check on you everyday online...

 

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